Record my feeling at the moment

                                                                      Record my feeling here

I ignored myself and feeling for a long while and I am going to take it granted almost.

This year will be 28 and 29 around, horrible enough, right?

In fact, I cann't express myself in English, I am here just want to save something away.

I have to write this blog in English is because that I am using Linux Virtual Machine on which I don't know how to install Chinese IME. I have been using this Virtual Machine for work since this May, and I am loving using it.

I don't satify my work, my enviroment, my life, even my wife.

Today is my wife's birthday, I don't know what I should give to her as gift.

In fact, I never gave any girl birthday gift although I have some girlfriends, wait, I need to think a while....

I miss you, my girls, How about your life?

My heart sinks everytime I think up you, each one of you makes me sorrow, sad, and almost crying.

I want to go back to you, to make you smile, make you happy, make you satisfied, to give you birthday gift, give you flowers, give you safty. to say you are beautiful, you are so kindly, you are tender.

I want to go back to you to say I love you, I even never said I love you.