To echo: Happy New Year...

we did not see each other in this chistmas week holiday... she said she had date with others...after that we talked stangely so...

i don't make sense what she thinked and wrote in her blog, anyway... she was like other girl who be positive all the way, whch made me strange and unhappy...anyway forget that...

love and beloved, give and take, how to caculate and control (a funny word flashes in my mind)...

everythings can be negotiable i always said when i sold the cushions in shanghai as a partime job for international trade...

so is the emotional events?? i do not know how to figure out...

justy told me the chage the day of my salvation----Supposed the jolie and tony were a couple, on the holiday tony bought many roses and boxes of chocolate. hurry back dongdongdong tony knocked the door and jolie opened it,  jolie took them and asked why you bought those for me. tony answered---  "BECAUSE YOU ARE MY WIFE..."

but after the change,it would happen like the fellowing---Supposed the jolie and tony were a couple, on the holiday tony bought many roses and boxes of chocolate. hurry back dongdongdong tony knocked the door and jolie opened it,  jolie took them and asked why you bought those for me. tony answered---  "BECAUSE I LOVE YOU!"

different confess and different belief...

tim warned me that taking a faith is not like shopping last time...why we took something into consideration like shopping??

why those persons love to be positive and  controlling and meet themselves untill they think all is better taken for granted??

why i would be serious and devoted when i found the real contact between that girl and me??

be afraind of be hurt againt?? be afraid of not in a possible and ok lifestyle?? time can deal with those questions?? i don't know.

remeber an old christian told don't think somehing too much and don't fill your heart up so full...take God and let Him fills your heart...

1 If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2 If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. 3 If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing. 4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. 8 Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. 9 For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10 but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. 11 When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. 12 Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known. 13 And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

1 Corinthians 13:1-13 (NIV)

Read this,first be sorry to the girl who i hurted----take care!!

and then to echo.....

Happy new year, echo... i am with you...